Loving Twice…

What do u do when u know it is going to be an avalanche which will annihilate all which comes its way and in its wake there will be regret, loss and mourning of what
once used to be happiness.
Is this feeling he has worth it, worth destroying everything he believed in, worth hurting all those emotions.
After all what does a man do,
a man who has seen it all who has been there at the inception of this storm, at the conception of this abyss in which he’s about to fall
but is hanging on by a string of conscious thought.
What does a man do when all he wants is to lose himself in the blissful oblivion which is this abyss.
This abyss of which he is the father, he has fallen in it many times saved by a few scrapes of branches but this time will be it.
He will not have the strength to come out of it this time neither his heart nor his mind will allow him.
This time there will be no looking back.
Should he be selfish and make the leap even if it will mean the end of his world as he knew it.